Do you really want me dead?

Woah, Finally it's finished! This one was trying to become the death of me, seriously D:

Because I haven't drawn for ages, this one took me ages to get back into the swing of things, I hate the clothes for starters >.> Aaaanyway, I'm not sure how long this took, as I reworked things so many times :/ But I'm quite happy with this anyway! It was originally the other way around, but for some reason, this way looked more 'flowy' for lack of a better word XD

This is my OC guy who originally was called 'Ruin' but I'm not sure if that's still his name XD Ive changed his clothing to the first design I done, added a hat too! I think this is his 'earlier' more innocent version, before he goes evil and psycho..and grows his hair a tad longer ^.^ So, these are his cute early years before his bad-ass stage Don't ask me why he's crying, I haven't really figured out much of his story yet...

The full size on DA is 33% of the original size. I would put the full up, but only his face looks decent at that size...

Enjoy!

EDIT::
Just playing around with Sepia and stuff, done this version with a slight texture too, I'm not sure If I like this one more than the one I've posted up :/ Tell me what you guys think!
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